Friday, July 29, 2011

Just Think about things said..

Just thinkin....


I love my life!!!!
I am not a two faced person for if I have anything to say to you I will say it in your face not behind your back! I am not perfect by far, I have my imperfections just like everyone else, which consist of forgiving to easily, being easily distracted, procrastinating, falling for guilt trips and not realizing I fell for it months down the line, speaking my mind too much to the wrong people, I'm hard headed, I don't listen to those who are actually looking out for me, I set myself up for failure in somethings in life, I let people get away with things, I let people play me for a fool, I don't stand up for myself at the right time. When I get in relationship I tell entirely too much stuff about myself I don't know why but it pisses me off that I do it and I know I do it but I still don't stop...

Its not that I don't understand I choose not to understand...

I am not ever out for revenge I leave it all in Gods hands for I am not God!!!

On the other hand I'm goofy, sometimes clueless (that's where the name comes from), funny, crazy, smart (VERY SMART!!!), I'm very self-motivated, I'm DETERMINED.  I'm grateful for the things and the great people God himself sends my way! Im blessed and I realize it!!! No matter how bad someone pisses me off (unless their messing with my family) I do not look for revenge, its a waste of time and effort and seriously WHAT DO YOU GAIN FROM IT??? Nothing but bad karma!!! When I say Im going to do something and I have my heart set on doing it better believe I'M GOING TO DO IT!!! I LOVE ME!!!