I'm sitting here thinkin...

We have a kid on the way and all this boy thinks about is pussy and weed... Idk but its really aggravating the shit out of me now... I'm sitting here going to school pregnant and its hard and depressing. As I ride on the bus on my way to school I'm sitting here thinking why can't I fucking be the one at home sleeping til I wanna sleep. I don't know this pregnancy makes me feel like shit. Last one I wasn't doing anything so I didn't go thru this...

THE BIGGEST TURN OFF IN A GUY TO ME IS....

A GUY THAT WANTS TO SLEEP AROUND, that is just nasty n dirty ugggh I look at that as if you dont take a bath or shower thats how nasty that is!!!

I will not stoop

I will not stoop to your level, Im better than that, You can keep doing dirt and trynna cover it up by saying that Im doing shit but honey what you dont know if I will not and never will stoop down to your level.... You see Im high and you low. So quit with the fake bullshit  and the whack games. GET ON MY LEVEL BITCH!!!

This boy is as stupid as a box of rocks

So some chick posted some shit about text her cuz she got a new phone first off who the fuck is this bitch?? Um second off why the fuck you got this girls number some random ass girl that just appeared on his page and not only that she is on my homegirls page too!!! So I check out this page, this bitch is a young buck, so once again who the hell is she??? Now Im not usually the one to trip on shit unless its weird but umm this girl in hs and ummm you talking to her on the phone and shit like seriously wtf? Oh she a friend AKA custo...REAAAALLLY SOOO THIS BITCH BEEN TO YOUR HOUSE???? no fuck no, BUT SHE YOUR CUSTO HUH??? HOW THE FUCK SHE A CUSTO IF AINT GOT NO CAR AND SHE AINT BEEN TO YOUR HOUSE??? MY NIGGA I WASNT BORN YESTERDAY AND IVE HAD PLENTY OF HOMEBOYS, CUZZINS AND UNCLES....NIGGA YOU CANT FOOL ME!!! THIS SOME BITCH YO ASS WAS TRYNNA HOLLA AT TALKING ABOUT SHE A CUSTO. But yet yo ass always accusing me of shit?? But you got some young bitches on your page?? You have one of your exs on your page which that don't bother me but when this some new bitch and you cant tell me who the fuck she is where she came from and then LIE about the shit saying you know her brother....yaaaa okay but her brother aint on ya page, then saying you dont even know her, then how the fuck is she a custo, LIES LIES LIES AND MORE MOTHA FUCKING LIES!!! Bitch just cuz I seem like Im always busy better know that I stay on top of my relationship, try your shit on some other bitch not this one...That was just some hoe you was trynna hook up with and ya ass got caught cuz she posted some shit on your page hoe ass nigga!!

First day of school...

I was awake this morning bit g golly its 7:51 pm wtheck.... anywho I feel that this semester is going to be a good semester :)

So its 12:30am and I can't sleep...

I can't help but to noticed that facebook lets you know whats up, lets you know a lot of whats up. Now I understand that for the last week Iv'e been in my own zone with Jaylynn starting school and shit but ummm dont mean I aint paying attention to certain shit. Now I dont know if its that Im on my period or what but ummm I saw some shit on facebook that had me thinking and wondering.... Now Im the one thats always getting accused of doing shit and Im also the one that gets told that Im going to get cheated on because they cant be with just one person. Im also the one thats told that I have extra baggage because I have a child but yet Im the one thats always getting accused of some shit.... Now when I do the accusing I usually have some kind of proof because guys this days aint man enough to be real...they try to twist up a story to make it seem like it aint that bad...excuse me when your talking shit about me to your lil internet gf and telling her that you want someone who looks like her telling her you not attracted to me and telling her that Im a bi cunt and I wont tell him, first off bitch if I were bi I wouldnt be in no relationship for the fact of the matter is with any bisexual ass person there is always going to be some going back in forth 2nd off if I was bi You wouldve known I told you that I used to think I was bi in highschool but I never tried anything with another chick!!! Honey you obviously think Im stupid as fuck or something cuz I copied and pasted it!!! You tried to change that whole convo around on it trynna say you said one thing when you didnt and when I told you I had the convo you tried to say I was lying about that ha ya okay...one thing I cant stand is two faced people... I dont give a fuck what you try to hold against me, there really aint shit you can hold against me, ohhh woooow i got a few gay friends ohhh wooooow I can get shit from people with out giving up anything and  you have to give up shit to get stuff from people??? You call me sneaky and shit when the sneaky one in all reality is you!!! I seen a comment left on some chicks page but its cool you wanna talk all this shit about how supposedly I talk to all these different nigga and shit behind your back alright thats cool, anything that covers you be my guess.  All that bullshit talk I got extra baggage and shit dont worry, and that shit that I'm bi, the stupid lil lies you tell females about me, the "your just going to end up cheating on me because you get tired of being with the same girl" (the only reason you said that is cuz being with the same girl that girl will catch on to your bullshit and you dont wanna be hurt in the process), the we are never going to get along with each other, yeah your right nigga cuz I catch on to anyone bullshit quick and you know it, and you know I aint doing shit thats why drives you up a wall but its cool your next chick better keep a leash on the girl cuz ummmm KARMA GONNA EAT YO ASS ALIVE!!!!

Speaking out of Annoyances!

Play dumb, act like Im this stupid chick that believes anything,  and even play victim like I'm doing dirt but know that I see right through people's bullshit...

You can sit here and lie and I can sit here and act like I'm with it but know that deep down inside I know you lying....
You can sit there and accuse me all you want and break my shit at it but know nigga I ain't done a gah damn thing so you making yourself look foolish....
You can sit there and dog me out and make it seem like I'm such a huge problem I'm a cry baby and I act like a kid but know that at least I don't sit around all day with too much time on my hand worrying about why my friends don't hit me up....
Call me secretive, a cheater, and a liar and I know exactly what to know about you.....
The stuff that you assumed about me was just your conscience eating you alive and you use excuses to do even more dirt, its like you know your karma is gonna bite you in the ass so you do shit thinking you getting back at someone when you ain't because the person not even doing shit so you only digging yourself a bigger hole....
You can say that I sold my poonani for cash, there are people out there that are giving people and just because you expect something out of cash doesn't mean that everyone is like you. Have you ever thought maybe God was looking out for me???  Is everything an eye for an eye in your book? When I help others out I don't look for any help in return.
Know that when I'm in a weird mood its because I'm thinking of all of this and it pisses me off but by the end of the day I realize why the hell am I letting shit that doesn't even matter because its all in a fucked up minded person head
What you don't know is I am nothing like you and will never be and if you aren't that faithful and respectful guy that I would like to have then GOD will put that in my life.