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baby fathers who didn't want to act right while you was with baby mama don't put stuff in your child's head just because your upset because baby momma done moved on, all of that bs your putting in that childs ear is only going to backfire when they really find out more about their father. Its already starting too. Telling a child your mom tried to get rid of you is soo damn childish and most of all ignorant. Also telling your child that her mom only sends her off to you is so she can spend all of her time with her bf is dumb because what about when the girl didn't have a boyfriend what the excuse then??? I send her down there so she can spend time with her father not so I can spend time all of my time with my bf. Last I heard is that you weren't getting to spend enough time with her and wanted to keep her for a week, then 2 weeks out the summer yet when I agree to it and then you lie to the child. Then want to know why there is an emotional distatchment. People are just ungrateful and I've noticed you cant be too nice to some people... Its like their getting over on you slowly but showly...

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Just thinkin....

I love my life!!!!

I am not a two faced person for if I have anything to say to you I will say it in your face not behind your back! I am not perfect by far, I have my imperfections just like everyone else, which consist of forgiving to easily, being easily distracted, procrastinating, falling for guilt trips and not realizing I fell for it months down the line, speaking my mind too much to the wrong people, I'm hard headed, I don't listen to those who are actually looking out for me, I set myself up for failure in somethings in life, I let people get away with things, I let people play me for a fool, I don't stand up for myself at the right time. When I get in relationship I tell entirely too much stuff about myself I don't know why but it pisses me off that I do it and I know I do it but I still don't stop...

Its not that I don't understand I choose not to understand...

I am not ever out for revenge I leave it all in Gods hands for I am not God!!!

On the other hand I'm goofy, sometimes clueless (that's where the name comes from), funny, crazy, smart (VERY SMART!!!), I'm very self-motivated, I'm DETERMINED.  I'm grateful for the things and the great people God himself sends my way! Im blessed and I realize it!!! No matter how bad someone pisses me off (unless their messing with my family) I do not look for revenge, its a waste of time and effort and seriously WHAT DO YOU GAIN FROM IT??? Nothing but bad karma!!! When I say Im going to do something and I have my heart set on doing it better believe I'M GOING TO DO IT!!! I LOVE ME!!!