Over all the hurt and pain it feel GREAT having friends tell you they got your back...it really means ALOT to me!!! I really am a good person. I have self control...I have self respect... I dont give have to give a piece of ass for a dollar... and when Im getting done dirty, I dont look out for revenge... I talk to my buddies about whats going on and no I dont tell them stuff so Ill get self pity I tell all parts of the story not just bits and peices of the story... I love them because no matter if Im in the wrong or right they tell it like it is...They dont just say shit to make me feel good inside and they know that speaking their mind might hurt me that Ill get mad at the shit but by the end of the day we are all over it and Im the same way with them. It takes you being real with yourself and not just with yourself but with everyone else to have good friends like I do...and it feels good.
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